好几天了, 要近凌晨4:00才能入睡. 昨晚大概3:30, Quan and Danny were having some food in the kitchen. I could not sleep at all and just went outside

my room to talk to them.

Me: I can not fall asleep!!!

Quan: Is that because of us?

Me: No. It's like this for a couple of days.

Quan: You are not doing experiments these days. Maybe you are not busy enough.

Danny: You  are in love with sb. I know it....

 

Me:   thinking.....

昨夜失眠, 到凌晨3:30 还没睡着, 一早8:30不到就醒了, 然后怎么也睡不着. 是做梦笑醒的, 梦到我回国,

奶奶很开心, 一个劲的夸..., 然后我就笑醒了~~~

一早就打了个电话回家,说今晚会拍车的照片传给他们看. 昨天晚上两点钟的时候还在跟家里聊天, 我没有跟他们视频,爸妈似乎很伤心,

 以为我不理他们, 不想给他们看. 说别人家的孩子如何如何...

我也不知道怎么说. 所以早晨还迷迷糊糊的时候,就打了给电话, 答应晚上给他们传照片. 我想做一个好女儿, 但是有时候,

有些事确实又让我觉得很无奈,让我不知道怎么跟他们交流, 让我甚至想逃避...